I am a firm believer in the quote above. For the past 7-ish months, the tears are what has been keeping me going, cry it out. Sweat, eh....I could be doing more of that on a regular basis (more on that later). But when Nick asked me what I wanted to do for my birthday (cheers to 33) I said I need the sea cure.
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| La Jolla Cove |
From there I went on to swim teams, high school swim and dive, to paying for college as a lifeguard in the summers. Swimming was life to me and the water was always something that was calling me, or whatever those Moana lyrics are. I loved our family vacations to the beach almost every summer. I would venture out to the ocean, we would boogie board and just play in the water. Once I scared my dad when I jumped off the highest cliff at Slide Rock in Sedona, I said "Well if that big man can do it, why can't I?".
When I had my flare up this past August and I was explaining to my drs what I did on top of my day job, they all said in the same way and tone, "Uh yeah, you can't do that anymore". It broke me. This was my life, my passion and would eventually be our only source of income when that time permitted.
When it comes to pools and endometriosis, the chlorine acts as a xenoestrogen, which mimics estrogen, and I do not need more estrogen in my body since that feeds the endometriosis. Needless to say, I was not helping my situation by being in chlorine for 20+ hours a week. That is why, in the off season I was feeling ok and never had any issues with my period or cramps, don't get me wrong I was still in pain but it seemed to escalate June-September. Then when my body would have had enough that is when I would have the throw up pain I would experience for the past few years around August or September.
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| https://allnaturalideas.com/xenoestrogens-list/ |
This hiccup just means that I need to find a new passion that will not harm my body anymore. I am still figuring things out, but I know that what is to come is going to be an even greater experience than I could have ever imagined. I already miss all of my kids and families; I have met so many great people during the Elite Swim School journey but I cannot wait to see who I meet next!
On a happier note, enjoy some of these pictures from our 33rd birthday extravaganza!
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| Sea Lion showing off in La Jolla |

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| This was a huge trip for Nick as he started to overcome his fear of the ocean |
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| Giant Dipper at Belmont Park |
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| Yummy vegan cake from Whole Foods |
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| View from Trilogy Sanctuary |
When Life Gives You Endo... you manage it with salt water not chlorine.















Looks like you two had a wonderful trip! I'm so sorry about not being able to teach swim anymore. I know how much it meant to you and how much you loved swim season. I love your mindset of this change just being a reason to find a new passion!
ReplyDeleteThank you! Since all of this has started, I have been living by the motto, Mind Over Matter. Have to create a new outlook in order to not be sad about what was and look forward to what is to come! :)
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